I Dream of Dessert

I dream of enjoying dessert.  Someday, I will go to dinner at someone's house, and NOT politely decline their decadent offerings after the meal; I will indulge.  And I will enjoy it.  And I will not feel guilty.

I cannot remember the last time I have ever eaten anything ultra-delicious without feeling guilt and regret about it.  It's pathetic.  I want to enjoy food of all kinds, especially dessert.  I have always had such an unhealthy relationship with food and I dream of when we (food and me) can coexist and live together in harmony, especially the dessert portion of food.

And I hope the desserts include a lot of cheesecake, cuz cheesecake is my favorite!!